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The Buffalo Bills are no strangers to crushing playoff exits — but this one was different. You could see it. You could feel it.
After the loss, Josh Allen and multiple Bills players broke down in tears. Not frustration. Not anger. Something heavier.
D.A. explores why this loss hit differently — the accumulated weight of expectations, near-misses, “next year” promises, and the suffocating pressure that has quietly been building in Buffalo. He explains why even the strongest men eventually crack when the burden becomes too much to carry alone.
This isn’t about one play.
It’s not about one game.
It’s about what happens when hope keeps getting deferred — and the bill finally comes due.
A haunting, honest look at a moment when toughness wasn’t enough — and why this loss may mark a turning point for the Bills, whether anyone wants to admit it or not.
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Why did this Bill's loss look and feel
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different for an organization that has
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cornered the market on devastating ways
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to be eliminated from the postseason and
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huge expectations dashed every January?
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Why? Why did this one break the spirits
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emotionally of Josh Allen and Deion
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Dawkins and Brandon Cooks and others
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causing them to cry uncontrollably in
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front of the media, in front of their
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locker, in front of their teammates? Why
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did this loss cause my buddies who are
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Bills fans to admit this is the first
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time in their Bills fandom they had
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cried over a result. Why was this one
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different? Let's explain. Let's answer
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I believe the reason that this loss
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feels different is the weight that is
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now accumulated on top of this
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organization and its fans.
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And Josh Allen feels this most acutely.
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And he feels this because you have this
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amazing marriage of a city that cares so
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much
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and loves a player so much with a player
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that loves them back so much and deeply
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wants to do it for them so much. This is
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quite rare. I'm sure John Elway cared
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about winning a Super Bowl for Denver.
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I'm sure that Pton Manning wanted to
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bring home a Lombardi for the city of
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Indianapolis, but this is much
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different. This is a player in Josh
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Allen that is accepting the burden of
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breaking this generations long feeling
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of cursed jinx. It's not ours. And he
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has embraced it and worn it and loved
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the pressure back. And because Buffalo
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is such a unique sports town, because it
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is born out of such a love so deeply for
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the Bills and so desperate for a winner
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that that pressure point, that weight
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has now worn out, I think, both
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emotionally, spiritually, and in some
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ways physically, this quarterback and
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this team. There's always going to be a
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why not us, okay? Why can't it be our
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year? But when you slam your head
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against a team like the Kansas City
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Chiefs and you keep losing to the
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Chiefs, somewhere deep in your psyche,
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you can rationalize, well, it's a Chiefs
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thing.
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But when the Chiefs aren't included in
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this playoff structure and you still
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lose, it no longer becomes a it's a
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Chiefs thing. It becomes a
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maybe it'll never be us thing. That it
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is never meant to be us. And it's a hard
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thing to verbalize, but it goes from
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pressure and angst and want and desire
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and pumping up your optimism and belief
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little by little by little by little
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until you are there believing you know
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what? Even though they're a wild card,
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even though they've got to win three
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road games, even though even though even
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though we're seeing signs of this is it,
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this is the year. This will be the path.
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And then when that gets popped, when
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that balloon gets popped, you are forced
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to reckon with what happens if it's
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never. And I think it's too dark a place
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to go because Josh Allen is right now
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still in his prime. He hasn't hit 30
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years old yet. While Josh's physical
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attributes will not will no longer at
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some point be what they are right now,
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he still has so many Super Bowl caliber
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years left in him. But there's this
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mystical part of things when you are
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part of a city that only knows
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heartbreak and when you allow yourself
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to believe that maybe this is the moment
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that you're not destined for the
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nightmare
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and the nightmare comes again but comes
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in a different form. you were forced
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with the but what happens if it's a
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never and I think when Josh Allen sits
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in his locker
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as Tim Graham reported in the athletic
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and just stared into space
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and wasn't lost in his phone and was
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just staring and then crying and then
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playing with his hair and thinking he is
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also faced with this really
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uncomfortable thing which is maybe it's
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not just avoiding the Chiefs or finding
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a way to get past the Chiefs. Now it's
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having to find a way to get past anybody
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and everybody. And after all of these
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years, what what are you left with if
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it's not we are incrementally getting
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closer at least you would have that?
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It's a really hard one to process. And I
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think also the way that the season
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unfolded and I think the way that the
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game unfolded was the game was a
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microcosm of this really emotionally
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tumultuous year.
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There are big expectations in 2025 for
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the organization and for fans with a
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level of concern that it might not be
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enough.
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And that's because the wide receiving
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room was not good enough. There was a
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lot of crossing of the fingers of some
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defensive additions. And when you hit
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the playoff game, when you hit the game
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in Denver, it was a lot of optimism, a
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lot of excitement, a lot of belief, but
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that bucket of doubt, which was,
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can this team do it again on the road?
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Are there good enough wide receivers on
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this team? Will the injuries finally
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kill them? And what does a non brilliant
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Josh Allen game look like? And so coming
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from behind, digging yourself a hole,
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magical Josh Allen moments, making a
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mistake or two which puts you behind the
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eightball, needing a great second half,
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hoping to beat the clock. All of those
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things happened so many times this year
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and they had escaped enough to find
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themselves in the divisional round of
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the playoffs and escaped enough to where
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they had a late lead in the playoffs
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and that the bottom dropped out again
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makes it feel like no matter what the
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story looks like leading up to January,
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even though this regular season felt far
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different than so many others because of
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the chaotic nature of the opening night
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win, against the the Ravens, because of
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tiebreers against the Chiefs and the
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Ravens that we thought would come into
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play in January, because of Josh Allen
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not needing to be the MVP and yet still
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winning enough games to make the
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postseason. The fact that the Chiefs and
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Ravens weren't going to be in there or
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Joe Burrow. The fact that they were able
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to navigate a crazy comeback victory
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over the Bengals and the back and forth
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against the Buccaneers and the 21point
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deficit in Foxboro. If that didn't make
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you believe this would be different or
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could be different,
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then you you probably weren't connected
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to your own pulse. But coming back from
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down 21 and winning all those crazy
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games, I said this earlier in the
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season, when you win one or two of those
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games, it's a really wild season. They
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won like five of those games this year,
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including the the game in Jacksonville
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that it looked like it would be another
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escape.
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And it is not only a devastating way to
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lose because you are left with the
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you've you've inhaled,
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but then it's over. So you haven't even
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really exhaled yet, but also you add in
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the officiating. And when the
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officiating seems to keep cutting
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against you and a play that should have
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been paused, that the game needed to be
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paused to really look at the
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interception in overtime and whether
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that truly was an interception by the
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Broncos, whether that was a catch and
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whether they had really gotten that
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right when they raced through that just
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to to get on to the next play. A reason
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that I think it may have happened was
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because they were already in overtime
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and starting to bleed into what kick
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time should have been for the late NFC
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game. And I think because the the NFL
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bends over backwards for its television
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partners and this was a league office
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decision based on you know the the booth
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replay that maybe they were just like
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keep it moving which is not a good
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enough reason at all forcing Shawn
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McDermott to snap in the press
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conference. I think when those things
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all culminate, including the officials
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going from calling no penalties
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throughout most of the game to a series
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of them on the final possession, all of
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which went against the Bills,
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you have not only this longingness for a
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vibe that you thought you might get, a
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joy and an excitement and ecstasy, but
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then you feel robbed as well by the
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officials and you are seeing the weight
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of this this pause for the city, for the
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organization, for the for Bill's Mafia,
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for everything. You are seeing that all
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become a crushing burden. And it's not
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to say it can't be done, because it can.
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The Cleveland Cavaliers won an NBA
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title. The Denver Nuggets won an NBA
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title. The Chicago Cubs won a World
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Series. The Red Sox won a World Series.
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I mean, it can be done. It has been
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done. Franchise that never won.
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Now, we have a few banners in relatively
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recent memory. It can be done. But the
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burden of Buffalo is so heavy that I
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think you saw a lot of strong facades
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crack
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because the way that this thing went
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down. And if you were one of those, you
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could be forgiven because
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the culmination of everything forced a
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lot of people to really break down
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emotionally. And that that's why
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yeah, there's the stunned disbelief at
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13 seconds and there is the how can this
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keep happening to us with the Chiefs
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last year in the AFC Championship game.
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And there are all types of of brutal
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losses in Bill's lore. All of the Super
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Bowls obviously, but in this chapter,
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this run
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could have been different
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and instead
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it came up the same. The Bills didn't
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play their best game. There's a million
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turnovers from Josh Allen and it ends in
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guys weeping. It just reminds you of how
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heavy the burden is and how gargantuan
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it will be for guys to get over that and
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finally win a Super Bowl. Thanks for
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watching everybody. Appreciate you all
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along this football season. Remember now
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